in between
please  let me leave
make a scene punish me
she stood and watched
as i go into you and you
to me
this time i’m fine
look at me on top of you
staring down
while i’m waiting for
the  right time to
want it leave it
back on  shut it off
all the risk of ending
this is
hanging  why not
i’ve got  everything
that I wanted to end
this way

and it feels all right
and i feel alive
(watching waiting
willing to breathe it in)
and it feels all right
(watching waiting
wanting to be there
again)

so don’t take it all out
on me
i’m  starting to see the
rest of your
cynical sedative fill me
up a little more
won’t you
give it all back to me
doesn’t it hold you up
well i said and i showed
you but it
still doesn’t mean that
much

all that’s real is
baiting you to me
and you scream about
everything that’s in
between us
control let’s go
now you set it off
you should be gone
before i get up

and it feels all right
and i feel alive
(watching waiting
willing to breathe it in)
and it feels all right
(watching waiting
wanting to be there
again)

so don’t take it all out
on me
i’m  starting to see the
rest of your
cynical sedative fill me
up a little more
won’t you
give it all back to me
doesn’t it hold you up
well i said and i showed
you but it
still doesn’t mean that
much
still doesn’t mean that
much
to you